This is who I am

I cannot be your kind of girl,
It's hard for me to change for somebody..
I cannot not act stupid when you're passing by,
That's how I express the way I feel about you..
I cannot look into your eyes,
They only remind me of how impossible our happiness together is..
I cannot control my emotions,
Good or bad,
This is who I am..
I talk a lot,
I drink,
I smoke,
I swear,
And I laugh kind of funny..
But I can hold you when you're troubled,
I can kiss you when you feel like kissing,
I sure as hell can dance with you when you feel like dancing,
And we can do crazy things together because -you know- we're so in love that we don't care what other people think about us.
And I'm sure,
I can love you for a long long time.